The Chaser

Yay The Chaser is on tonight! It is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funny!

9pm ABC Wednesday ----- go watch it!!!

I'm graduating on 20th April 2007

Actually this is my second graduation. Very few people realise it. Last time it was for Arts (Sociology). I had decided not to attend the ceremony then due to cost reasons and I felt that Social Work was my main degree. So here I am about to graduate (finally) from Social Work. Yaaay.... please come to celebrate with me! If you can't then no worries. It is the thought that counts.

What a waste of water!

Last Saturday I saw, while doing my delivery job, a man hosing his driveway! *Gasp* AND it was RAINING! *double gasp*!

BTW... thanks for the "Anonymous" dude for the messages. Would be nice to put a name to them though...

I'm okay

Hey don't be too alarmed at my previous post. I'm sure these thoughts go through many people's heads once in a while. Nothing unusual... but i suppose if they do get too intense it could tip some people over the edge. Got to get going now! Post later.

jumping out of a moving car

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so felt like like jumping out of a moving car just then... was coming home from work, with my dad driving... he was asking me about my job hunting...

I just wanna jump... i wanted to escape! I couldn't tell him to shut up... i just know the consequences of that *sigh*. What was I to do? I didn't want to talk... i just wanted to scream! Can't do that either... the car stopped at a traffic light.... the urge to just open the door and get out was so strong... but just the thought of what my dad might think just forced me to resist my temptations. Arrgh... so what did I do? I just kept quiet....didn't say a thing.

So stressed...for so many different reasons...the most annoying part is that some of the stress is caused by those think they are doing good for you but are only adding to the stress.

... ARgh....don't know wot to type anymore

lotsa cool stuff

Hey, check out all the stuff I added on the side bar to the left!! I probably added too much. Let me know what you think of them. For example, which ones should i keep or not keep? Which ones do you like the most? I think I like the ju-c board the most cos it allows me to post comments etc without doing a full blog post.

Check out the ju-c game, ju-c tube, ju-c search! Not sure if they all work the way they are supposed to thought! Have a go at all of them and let me know what you think!

Counsel myself?

I am so demotivated these days. Everything is a drag! I can't seem to get up in the morning, with any significant amount of energy. I have plans to increase my fitness - they have been sporadic to say the least. I play soccer once every week and basketball whenever i can (which is not enough and not enough to satisfy my hunger for basketball). I am eating a lot of junk food as well. I seem to have fallen in love with the KFC wicked burger meal....yummy.... i love the wicked wings! But soo...oily and fattening I reckon.

I meant to look for full-time work since I finished uni and have come back from my holidays in HK (which was a blast). That was my plan. Everything is happening so slowly though. I think I am having some personal struggles here... something very inner, perhaps fear, even. Fear of many things: fear of rejection, fear of not being up to my own standards, let alone other people's standards, fear of not knowing...

I also am struggling with other things, but will not mention it here until I feel more comfortable with doing that... perhaps in time that will happen.

What am I going to do?

I believe I think too much sometimes, and that can be very paralyzing. So sometimes its better for me to not think but to do what I *know* is right and good. It's not as easy as it sounds. I have set myself goals many many times, but have failed many many times. Sometimes, I have these moments of inspiration. But often these disappear very quickly. For example, when I wake up.

Perhaps I can help myself, as though I am my own social work client? I don't know if it will work but at least it would be good practice for my social work skills. Let's try it! I'll write about this later and see how I go.

bix FTW!

I was not in a good mood today. Annoyed the hell out of me by my sister, k. I am starting to dislike her visiting us. I can't say she did anything really bad. But its just really annoying and adds to my stress of my whole situation with finding a job.

I was eating weet-bix with bananas and she was saying things like, "are you having problems with your digestive systems?... you should drink more water... soup is good for you... it cleans your stomach... kills the bad stuff...blah blah".

I said, "no, I just like weet-bix."

Then she kept on going... "gotta eat my vegies... blah blah..."

"No, I just like weet-bix... that's why I am eating it. Besides, how do you know i don't have enough fibre in my diet?"

You see my sister is married and has 2 kids and has not lived with me for a number of years. I hate being accused wrongly and it annoys me that she assumes that I am eating weet-bix for the fibre.

How dare she reduce the position of my beloved weet-bix as merely a fibre-giving-but -not-tasty-enough-to-eat-without-someone-questioning-your-dietry-intake food?!!

I love my weet-bix.

just testing

Conception

ju-c is born!